Pov Robert Downey Junior.
I'll step carefully.
"It 's so small ..." - murmur, the irises and the breath caught by him, which is a bundle, do not do that by repeating it when the nurse handed me, as the most precious commodity in the world.
And 'my son and you, Jude, you are the man I love.
I look at you, smile, in a vain attempt to drive the chuck in my throat, choking me mercilessly.
"Susan is well?"
"... Now she does not have anything else since resigned, wakes up just to feed him every three hours ... like clockwork." - And reeling, between guilt and that normality, that your new attitude has wanted to impose on our relationship.
I know that Jude is over, you were clear in London, New York and I have repeated the last weekend in Paris, before the birth, even we got into the room, greeting us in the elevator, you were to rise to the usual suite, I rush down to hell.
The world thinks I'm reborn thanks to my wife, nothing more true, of course, but there are details, unknown even to the most intimate.
A subtle fabric, which over the years has been crisscrossing among social events, business meetings, stellar production and risky projects, but complete success.
A climb to the stars, which has a precise moment on I could not appreciate, as they did to her.
Susan was a challenge, loving, of course, but the fact was this, take for granted some of his attitudes.
Protective, judicious, strong-willed, yet ruthless in their choices, when business began to really get going.
A veritable war machine, to full compensation of both.
Unknowingly, Susan opened a door onto a world that no longer believed: Jude introduced me, I mean in person, because I knew who he was and I even liked a boastful English, often drunk at parties in the big apple, young father, children everywhere, traitor both relapsed and gossip from a gossip too much even hardened like my aunt.
His first smile I told one truth - "I'm like you Rob."
It was terribly true.
Perhaps the time had lulled me and my eyelids were still closed, until I heard the heartbeat right of a heart so similar to mine, to become one, to wake up and discover Jude, losing myself from the first moment in his starry sky, her eyes so beautiful ...
"I love you so much Jude ..." - I say, is a spontaneous and natural, you can not remember what he looked like a bargain, but that was just a lifesaver for you, while I drown, without choice.
The words of that night still reverberate in my tired mind.
"Colleagues, friends, and that's Robert, indeed, is even too. We signed the contracts, we will honor them with serenity and harmony, you'll see that we can. Almost a year away each other, new sets, distract us enough, or at least I hope so, anyway there is no alternative. "
"And this is your conclusion ... Jude? To me it sounds ... like a death sentence, at least for me. Maybe start from realizing your priorities, maybe you're already with the head and elsewhere "- but I kissed with a desperate rush, as much as your breathing, then ... -" My heart will not live more without you, Rob more ... ever. "
You are here.
Move the collar of the blue jumpsuit Exton Elias, smile on his innocence.
"Jude ... I've just told you ..."
"That you love me. I know Robert. "
Your calmness is irritating or demeaning, I should just decide it, but I would just like Jude kiss, kiss up to your svenirci among those strong arms, I have entered in the nights that I can not and do not want to store as something wrong, what have you done you. Maybe ...
"You know I'll always love you, you know it?" - You've raised her face, framed by a beard, shaved below the cut of your hair, you're beautiful ... Jude, drowning in my stomach this statement does would change things between us, cover you with praise when it is my mouth, in your search, to seek justice.
Jude respingerai I do not care if I do not mind if I speak evil: the little body of this puppy is keeping us apart, but firm, like a bridge between two shores, scorched by disappointment and loneliness, we can stop, starting again believe it.
I believe it to die.
"I love you to death Jude."
Believe me, as my feverish fingers are marking your cheeks, the smile of my child, that now we're peering: "It 's Rob again soon ..."
"To get back together as before?" - I ask anxiously.
You smile - "No ... because Exton see your ugly face!"
"As for your ..."
"My, he has always known ... is in his DNA, darling?" - And give him a slap, triggering his funny expressions.
How blame you, Jude?
If you will be tomorrow or later, I'll know to expect, because that is engraved in my DNA, rammentalo Jude.
Forever.
THE END
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