One Shot - One thousand years

One Shot - One thousand years


Pov Robert Downey Junior
New York - Spring 2012


Rest here for an hour.
Stretched on this couch.
You, behind me, asleep, but your arms do not seem to be, how to hold me still, Jude.
The TV crackles a newsletter, it's raining outside.
I love New York.
Change the channel.
MTV?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OHkvan-NFnM

What a beautiful voice.
I curl up, seems to lull.
Now there is no anger between us Jude.
When I walked into this hotel room, we were both embarrassed by pain.
I know it's paradoxical, ashamed of their evil, of what we carry inside, when you can not be themselves, when love is not enough.
Not even to remain close, as we are now, to console us, to accept the inevitable.
Better to scream, cry, fight, as we did, you and I, for the first twenty minutes, insulting, more with the words, and with blows and kicks and ...
Exhausted ... destroyed ... and stupid ...
Instead of seizing this gift, an afternoon for us ...
The spiral of success is haunting, but we will crush ...
You always told him when we met secretly in London, Paris, Malibu ... we could make love anywhere, even in haste, without undressing.
As we are now.
The clothes rumpled, like our hearts, our faces, our hands, our mouths, guardians of abuse absurd, when in fact, you and I, we adore Jude Law first glance ...
I'll love you for a thousand years ... no, this song is wrong ... If you could quantify the infinite, a number I would say softly, but I can not do it Jude.
I love you and that's it.
I ... love ...
I love only you
Jude
"If you were true ..." - you cried up, choked by the bitterness, his fists clenched and trembling, against my chest ...
You've fallen asleep over there so many times, so many years ... maybe a thousand ... already ... is an eternity, but it seems like yesterday ...
A yesterday, I can not forget, we can not set aside, relegated to a corner of our lives, too dangerous to look at, to remember ...

"Hey ..."
Your voice caresses me.
I can only turn around Jude ...
And see you.
"I'm not afraid Jude"
"What?" - And frown, hitting me with your blue eyes, like splinters, deep, beautiful ... like you, Jude Law.
I kiss you, I just wanna kiss you ...
And losing ...
In a place where I do not want to leave.
No more.


THE END